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Seven Tales

(of Blood and Beauty)

by

Wayne Kyle Spitzer

































Collected Stories

















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I | Killer in the Looking Glass­



Shimmering vaguely beyond a curtain of rain and gloom, there is a skyline peppered with glowing embers. Above is a pale moon of terrifying proportions. The moon has twin orbs for eyes. They are rimmed in red and full of loathing.

They are glaring at me.

They are my own eyes, reflected in the rain-drizzled Plexiglass portal of the lifter. Interior illumination and exterior darkness have transformed the portal into a looking glass. A mirror.

I don't like mirrors. Mirrors hurt.

Instinctively, I lift my Recoil pistol and blast the portal away. Cool wind washes in and splashes against my face, tosses my hair. Rain tickles my skin. Broken glass crunches underfoot as I step away from the opening. I feel much better now. Guns are like medicine, and are used as such often.

My Recoil is equipped with a silencer, of course, but the sound of shattering glass may have alerted my quarry above to my approach. It doesn't matter. Still, I ponder the possibility for a time, and conclude that he surely must have heard.

This is a good thing.

He'll have time to pray and collect his thoughts before I kill him. I am a murderer, but I am a thoughtful one.

His name is Tony Orchard, and I've been pursuing him for nearly two hours, ever since he rolled over me like a threshing machine at the notorious 76 Club where I 'd found him. I don't even know what he looks like. He spun on me so quickly in the dimly lit jazz cellar, I didn't have time to make out his facial features. The Pentagog doesn't give us photos, only names.

It's a sloppy system.

Mistakes happen. But not tonight. My doomed prey is Tony Orchard. He'd been the only person at the phones, where the bartender had gestured as the Recoil kissed his lips.

In a moment or two I’ll be at roof level, where I fully expect to see him standing at the edge of the Lorentz Tower and wishing with frantic desperation he had a parachute. Or a gun, like mine. To the best of my knowledge, he has neither. I would hope for the latter, so long as the gun is not a Recoil. I don' t get as sick when I kill an armed man. But I still get sick.

When you kill someone with a Recoil, it is physically impossible not to get sick. It is a bloated, black, sadistic weapon; yet it fires not a single bullet. Instead, it lobs white hot globs of molten steel at the target. And if that target is a man, the globs punch through his skin with a shattering impact. Then they settle inside where they quickly—but not quickly enough for the victim—expand and solidify. And burn. Like white phosphorous. In short, the Recoil likes to turn men inside-out.

The Pentagog tells us, confidentially, that this serves as a fine deterrent. They say it leaves corpses that are "TV Friendly"—twisted, smoldering corpses they tell the public are the work of vigilantes. What they don't tell the public is that these so-called vigilantes are commissioned by the Pentagog. With tax dollars.

My name is Orin. I am a Grimheel and my function is simple. I kill. When the need arises, the cops call me, for I am the hand Law keeps hidden behind its back. I am the black gloved hand with the blued blade in its grip, and my workload is heavy. I work Chinatown and the ghettos. I work the corporate spiderwebs that canopy the city.

I make no public appearances, but if you 're a rapist, you might meet me sometime. If you're a child molester or a child pornographer (the latter being redundant, for these are virtually the same term), you might meet me sometime. If you're a murderer, you might meet me sometime. We'll talk shop for awhile. Then I'11 murder you. But not before telling you a funny secret.

And for the good citizen, only this: Rest easy. The man who raped your wife and then hacked her into little pieces may have walked away from the trial, but he didn't walk away from me. But also be afraid. Stay home and go nowhere. For should you fall under suspicion, your fate at my hands will be no more humane than your wife’s.

I am the Grim Reaper who follows at the heels of those who have sinned, and those who may have sinned. I am a Grimheel and I wear my Hard Mask well.

It’s 2038 and the Law's acceptable margin of error has increased along with the crime rate, even as its tolerance has decreased. "Murder is murder," we Grimheels are told by the Pentagog's morale counselors, "be it premeditated or otherwise."

I've been killing their ghouls for nearly a year now, and they assure me I am an unsung hero. A protector. They tell me I'm saving innocent lives.

But my doubts concerning the ideology I serve increase with every kill. I try not to think about it. At a time when even the lowliest of service jobs is out of reach for the person without connections, killing is my only meal-ticket.

The sudden sound of the lifter's braking struts stirs me from my reverie. I've reached the top. It takes a second for my stomach to realize we've come to a stop. Then there's the butterflies. Trapped inside, suffocating, desperately trying to find a way out, their delicate wingtips brushing sporadically against the lining of my stomach. But there's no escape. They're trapped as I am trapped. As the frantic man above is trapped.

The word "roof" winks into glowing existence above the lifter doors. Instinctive caution grips me, and in turn I grip the foam-covered handle of the Recoil a little tighter. I level it out before me, and prepare to let loose flaming clusters of molten steel once again.

There's a telling hiss and I suddenly find myself gazing out across the rain-slicked rooftop. The rain is obscuring my view, while the lifter's interior light is showcasing me nicely for the cornered animal outside, perhaps crouched behind one of the many mushroom-shaped ventilators. Perhaps wrapping cold, wet, desperate fingers around the grip of a black-market Recoil.

I side-step hastily out of the illuminated doorway and crouch tensely in the chilly darkness, gun outstretched. The lifter doors slide shut beside me, their subtle, hydraulic hiss all but drowned out by the vast, staccato rhythm of the angry rain.

Despite the storm, I can hear the sounds of cars moving sluggishly through the absurd maze of streets and stoplights below. I can hear the sporadic sounding of horns and the occasional blaring of voices. I can hear angry motorists shooting at each other. I am grateful for the distraction. If not for the constant drone of activity from below, I might realize just how utterly alone I am up here. How detached. All around me, mist. Swirling and churning. Revealing and concealing. I grip the Recoil like a vise and begin to move forward.

Part of the cycle, that's all. I've been here before and I’ll be here again. Only …

Only tonight there's something very different in the air. What is it? I ask myself, but I already know. It's initiative's old enemy, doubt. It' s the screaming, jumbled voices of indecision.

Clunk—skrrk …!

Something just fell against metal. My ears have grown very keen in my years as an assassin. Orchard just shifted his weight and lost his balance. Hazy contemplation vanishes. I stop momentarily and listen.

From out of nowhere a buzzcar passes overhead, illuminating the rooftop briefly with its strobing beacon. Through a veil of falling rain and spidery tendrils of fog, I glimpse the fleeting outline of a man. A heartbeat later it is gone.

I fight off the temptation to call out. To assure the fugitive I mean him no harm. To lure him out of the murky darkness and cut him down with one swift shot. But even killers have their own sense of honor. Their own perception of right and wrong. At least, this … killer … does.

Instead, I let unseen strings drag me forward.

Something awaits me in the gloom, and be it routine or revelation, I must face it.

I glide like a wraith over the rooftop, concealed from the knees down in a quagmire of listless fog. The rain covers for me. It obscures my form and renders the minute sounds of my passage silent.

I am wearing a black, elk skin coat which extends several inches beyond my knees, nearly to the ankles. It is tiger-striped from top to bottom with jagged bands etched in maroon. It is beautiful yet hideous in equal measure. It has a collar lined with my own amber hair—the long, flowing hair that used to so enchant Belladonna, but was shorn from my head upon my acceptance into the Grimheels. Now it’s cropped short and I am utterly alone in the world.

The Recoil is my lover now. And I despise her for it. But … we need each other. She and I.

Now, only at night, when I walk the city with my Recoil and an onionskin hit list in my pocket, I wear my mane once again. Not a mane of short, bristly, synthetic fur, but a veritable lion's mane of tapering human hair, marred in spots with smears and blots of long-dried blood. I am a murderer, but I am a poetic and well-dressed one.

A large part of being a good Grimheel is knowing how to scare your prey. How to spread your cowl like the cobra and loom over them, leaving nothing but terror-filled eyes gleaming white and wet in the seamless black expanse of your shadow. The shadow that stretches. The long, alien-looking coat helps me do this. It's part of my act, part of my gig. Modus operandi.

Suddenly, a shuffling motion, a figure dashing from the refuge of one ventilator to the next. I train my pistol on it, but by the time I've begun to squeeze the trigger, the shape is hidden once again. I ease my finger away from the trigger very, very carefully, rain and sweat beading along my forehead. A round in vain now would be no less dangerous than firing off a flare and allowing it to sift down through the gloom, bathing the area in its harsh, green-white light. My quarry would still be hidden safely behind a ventilator, and I'd be exposed, if only for an instant, for what I am. Which is just a little guy with a big gun and a long shadow, no different from him in my possession of fear.

You've noticed, of course. My Hard Mask. It's beginning to slip a little. It always does. And the rain isn't helping. Nor is it helping my ability to judge distances correctly. In fact, the downpour is quite obviously playing tricks on my mind. Like a game of shells. I know he's behind a ventilator, but which one?

My arm is growing very tired now. The weight of the Recoil is taking its toll. If the man is armed, and I'm drawn into a fire-fight, I'll be at a disadvantage. Still, I move forward. In a few moments it will be decided. One of us will walk away alive, or neither of us will walk away at all. So be it. Doubt is for reverie. Right now, I have a job to do.

The edge of the building is now within my blurred field of vision. I can see the reflective surfaces of the opposite towers fading down, down, first to darkness, then to the multicolored haze of streetlamps and neon.

Now is the time for caution. If I'm not careful, the fugitive could maneuver around and escape. Or hit me from behind. God knows it's happened before.

The edge. So close now I can see the streets below. If he is indeed behind a ventilator (which he surely must be), I'll know in a matter of seconds. I walk. Slowly. My heart pounds in my chest like an unruly child.

As he passes into view I level the Recoil at him, so that the sight comes to a rest between his closed eyes. Eyes shut so tightly, one might expect blood to be trickling from their corners. And that's when I realize, through the curtain of rain between us, that I am aiming my pistol at a trembling girl.

I stand in shocked silence for what seems like an eternity.

A girl. No. A child. No more than fourteen, surely. Dressed in rags. Cold. Wet. And terrified.

The steel trigger has become like ice against my finger.

Tony with a "Y." I had assumed that meant a man. An adult. I've never killed a child before.

As I stare down the barrel of the Recoil at her, she opens her eyes. Big, beautiful, brown eyes. And in them a reflection of myself: a gaunt, harsh, cold face, chilling in its indifference, glaring at her from behind a huge, black gun. A mirror image. And mirrors don't lie. Silvered glass is very sincere. The stony-eyed demon with the gun is me. Draped in black and maroon. Repulsive collar of wet, stringy, human hair turned up. I am a pale monster framed in jagged coral with tapering ends. The sight disgusts me. I taste bile rising up in my throat.

(murder is murder. murder is murder. murder is …)

A sudden onslaught of realization blows through me like a hot wind, shattering my senses and toppling my Hard Mask. My legs buckle under and I fall, head spinning, heart racing. The rooftop rushes to greet me





Sitting now. Sitting across from her, watching raindrops roll off her nose. I want to ask her something, but I'm not sure I want to know the answer. Still …

"Why?"

My voice is raw and pained. It hurts to utter a single word. She stares at me through a veil of rain, cold and wet, never-ending.

"I'm a murderer!" she spits out with disgusted irony.

“What?” I bark, rain running in thick ropes down my face, into my mouth.

Around us the storm is escalating, growing louder, hissing and howling.

"I had hungry babies to feed," she begins. "I became a thief out of necessity. When I got caught red-handed, I killed a man to get away. Man happened to be a cop. And we all know how that goes, don’t we? Doesn't seem to matter that most the cops in this town are nothin' but hoods themselves. I've never hurt anybody in my life, mister. But I wasn't about to let them take me away and leave my children abandoned. I loved my children, dammit!"

I squint at her.

"Where are they now? You speak as if they're gone. Did someone take them from you?"

She glares at me with eyes that have suddenly become black glass. I feel a shiver run up my spine.

"There was nothin' to feed em, mister," she says at length. "I did what I had to do. Go ahead and do what you have to do."

Oh, God. God! Butterflies all. Even the children.

I … I think something is happening to me.

(where's my Hard Mask?)

"A mercy killing? " I ask, finally, choking on the words.

"My kids? What do you think? Same as when you kill me. Do what you have to do and take me away from this cesspool."

I'm crying.

Infant euthanasia is common among the extremely poor, I know that, okay? I know that.

I swat the tears away savagely.

What the hell is happening to me? I'm a hitman, for God's sake! Where's my backbone?

Here. Right here.

I fumble the Hard Mask back on, and lift the Recoil's fire-blackened muzzle to her head once again.

(murder is murder. murder is …)

I stare at her through the rain. Somewhere a siren is wailing. From the streets below, angry words rendered unintelligible by distance are being exchanged. Gunshots follow. Then screaming. Car horns are being honked impatiently. Somewhere a baby is crying. The Hard Mask seems to fit much looser than before. In fact, it doesn't seem to want to stay on at all.

"We all do what we must," I say at last.

(murder is murder)

Her huge, brown eyes have welled up in tears.

(murder …)

"It's a hard world," she says.

(is …)

"Yes. It is. Goodbye."

(… murder)

I do what I have to do.

I eject the clip from the Recoil's grip and let both objects clatter at my feet, where the weapon seems to smolder like a lover betrayed. I walk away, back toward the dry, waiting lifter.

She'd killed a cop while making a final, frantic attempt to save her children. But her kids had been born trapped, just like her. Just like me. In her mind, anyway, she'd set them free. Did she deserve to die merely because she'd acted?

I don't know. It's not my dance anymore. I'm through.

Behind me, the clattering of metal. I whirl around to see the girl ramming the clip back into the Recoil. She's … not … aiming … at me!

"No, don’t!" I hear myself scream.

BLAM! The mirror cracks.

BLAM! The mirror shatters.

Glass flies, hurling into the void, speckling my face. A steaming corpse slumps to the deck.

Again, the eternal drone of rainfall. The distant rumble of colliding thunderheads. And now the whimpering of a man—an eighteen-year-old man—who has had the shit kicked out of him and his Hard Mask stolen forever.

Dark, red rain rolls into the drainpipe. Shards of broken glass litter the rooftop. I fall to my knees and hang my head over her smoldering body. Molten steel glows like hot charcoals within the ashy ruins of her ribcage.

"No more, no more, no more," I say, and the rising wind moans in agreement.

Moments pass. A semblance of composure returns.

I wish she had taken me, instead of turning that hideous thing on herself. No. No, I don't. People like to think that. It's a useless thought. And a false one.

As I ride the lifter toward street level, I wonder absently what that tormented young mother might have seen reflected in my eyes, to drive her to do what she did.

But that is simply obvious.

She saw the same thing I did in hers.

She saw a killer in the looking glass.

Moments later the lifter grinds to a halt, and its doors hiss open once again.

I step out into the twilight. The storm is fading, leaving wet, glossy streets and pools of reflected neon in its wake. And with its passing, the city's decadent stench has begun creeping back. The stench of garbage. The stench of exhaust. The stench of every human excretion from sweat to blood.

The world has been falling for a long time now, and Los Angeles is surely no exception. But the cops are wrong in their approach, I no longer doubt that at all. Blind weeding isn't going to save the garden. Because invariably, weeds will be missed, and flowers trampled.

I gather my coat about me and strike off for my car, which is still parked outside the 76 Club several miles away. At least, I hope it's still there.

As I go, I try very hard to ignore the broken glass on the sidewalk.







The End



























II | That Thing We Killed­­­­­



I still don't know what it was, that thing we killed. I've seen things like it, in movies and on TV. But those things were made up, or based on the bones of extinct animals. Like monsters. This wasn't like that. This was just an animal, though not one that any of us had ever seen. Not in Halcomb County, that's for sure.

It hadn't threatened us, as far as I can remember. It turned on us, hissing kind of, a limp trout falling from its mouth, because we had startled it. I sure remember that mouth, opened like a wet, black rosebud, showing spiny teeth, a white palate. Maybe it had lunged toward us. Maybe it deserved what it got. I don't even remember who fired first or why. It was a long time ago and everyone involved is dead, except me.

We'd gone out that day to get a trophy for my thirteenth birthday, even though it wasn't hunting season. We made an odd sort of family back then: Uncle Horseshoe (because of his mustache), Hank, and Frank Garstole, who lived in a cabin next door. Uncle Horseshoe owned every kind of gun imaginable, from Scout rifles to muskets, and the walls of his house were covered with every kind of trophy, the great prize being a seven-tine rack of moose over the fireplace, which he said he'd killed alone in the Blue Mountains in December of '62, but which Frank said he stole from a woodpile in Alaska.

Frank laughed at the thought of us going out. "Horseshoe," he said, "Now what do you think a game warden's gonna say when he sees you outfitted like brigands?"

I remember Horseshoe just staring at him—he was huge on staring. "Don't worry about it, Frank," he said.

Frank said to me after they'd gone out, "They're scarin' up their own trouble, boy. Let 'em go."

But I ran after them.


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